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It may come to surprise some people who know me but I've been thinking a lot. So much shit has happened the past week I don't even know where to begin. And it's like impossible to do anything because both of us are too damn stubborn to acknowledge the fact that the other is right or wrong. People everywhere are demanding change. Whether it's for the bigger picture or for the smaller things. But there's one thing that many people don't like to realize and that is it's hard to change. We don't want to change because we are comfortable with who we are. But sometimes we just get plain tired. Tired of all the bull shit in life and sometimes we get violent and angry. Which leads us to do things that we don't mean to do and we regret doing those things. Sometimes its hard to just say sorry. We want to but in our minds its our own pride and stubborness that holds us back, constricts our throat, and rob us of the ability to form words. It isn't something that I'm proud of or that I'm defending. It's just something that I know people, including myself, feel. Sometimes when I leave work and I get onto the highway sometimes I think of just driving until I can't drive anymore. Then I'd walk until I can't walk anymore. I avoid things that I don't like or can't handle. It's a bad trait. It's sad when you look up in the sky and you can't see the stars. And you just feel plain lonely. I just wanna say...

I'm sorry.

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